Some people ask how can you have love for someone you have never even held or set eyes on?
I can't answer that all I know is it is in your heart. I picture it like this little piece of my heart that if you scooped it out there would be a hole. What I know is that the Lord can give you this overwhelming love, sometimes I just have to shake my head to try not to think about Raffi. I felt this way when we were adopting Vahnya, all I could think of was holding him in my arms. Its like your arms ache for them.
I don't know why the lord has put this love in my heart for Raffi. Yes I know just so all of you my family and friends don't think I don't know, we just got back with Vahnya less then 2 months ago.I have 7 kids already, we have so much going on in our lives that needs to be taken care of, doctor appointments, dentist appointments, camp, drivers insurance for our oldest son, 3 birthday parties in July, bills that were neglected during our adoption of vahnya.We still have two post placement reports to pay for this year alone at $500 a pop. and I have 2 less daycare kids now so we have less income.
I know all of this but I can not put this feeling out of my heart.
So I am advocating to find this little boy a family. Maybe that is why the Lord put the love I feel for him there, maybe he wants to use me to find his mommy.
So here it is I made this blog for him so I can do just that look for Raffi's mommy. Will you help me? blog about him, facebook about him, pray for him and donate to his grant.
