look how much Raffi looks like Vahnya

I wanted to show how much Raffi looks like Vahnya, well to me any ways. they both had on the same type outfit at the same age too.

What do you think?

In my heart.

Some people ask how can you have love for someone you have never even held or set eyes on?

I can't answer that all I know is it is in your heart. I picture it like this little piece of my heart that if you scooped it out there would be a hole. What I know is that the Lord can give you this overwhelming love, sometimes I just have to shake my head to try not to think about Raffi. I felt this way when we were adopting Vahnya, all I could think of was holding him in my arms. Its like your arms ache for them.

I don't know why the lord has put this love in my heart for Raffi. Yes I know just so all of you my family and friends don't think I don't know, we just got back with Vahnya less then 2 months ago.I have 7 kids already, we have so much going on in our lives that needs to be taken care of, doctor appointments, dentist appointments, camp, drivers insurance for our oldest son, 3 birthday parties in July, bills that were neglected during our adoption  of vahnya.We still have two post placement reports to pay for this year alone at $500 a pop. and I have 2 less daycare kids now so we have less income.

 I know all of this but I can not put this feeling out of my heart.

 So I am advocating to find this little boy a family. Maybe that is why the Lord put the love I feel for him there, maybe he wants to use me to find his mommy.

So here it is I made this blog for him so I can do just that look for Raffi's mommy.  Will you help me? blog about him, facebook about him, pray for him  and donate to his grant.